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@shoutplenty
everything i’ve been through these past 3 years (yeah it’s 3y4d since radiator day) feels like the hardest thing in the world. there’s just nothing there anymore. you can see the consequences of social abuse play out on the internet cos everything is recorded in metrics
8/14/2024, 10:12:31 PM
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you can feel the weight of failure and the impossibility of resetting. you feel physically disgusted by the idea of friends, and know you have no defence from it happening again. everything bad about people is felt so much more, without a single layer of protection left
8/14/2024, 10:12:32 PM
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@shoutplenty
it really feels like there’s hardly anything left to do, yet it’s getting so much harder to finish ever smaller bits of work
i guess all i need is to feel the bed pressed close to me
8/14/2024, 10:12:32 PM
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