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a little follow-up to this – i’ve noticed that the continual abandonment of the past few years has made it really hard for me to be around people, because i can’t talk, i can’t find the words
where it was once easy to say what the sms mods did for example, now it’s like [1/6] https://twitter.com/shoutplenty/status/1807940521962115491
7/2/2024, 2:35:37 PM
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i’m always being dragged into the orbit of coercive people, because they’re standing there in plain sight, like warspy having been found guilty of socially abusing me yet forgiven like nothing happened. i don’t have the words to say this happened, it doesn’t feel plausible
7/2/2024, 2:35:38 PM
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because, like i said last time, i would need other people to say it for me. i would need to stop being abandoned
the example i gave of invictus, being let in under the guise of helping me and then manipulating people against me, was such a peaking moment for me in this sense
7/2/2024, 2:35:39 PM
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@shoutplenty
i can’t say it happened, nobody would hear it. but otoh i understand full well the implications of the relentless years of bullying, the abandonment, and how inhospitable my life is on account of being surrounded by undetected coercive people like that
7/2/2024, 2:35:40 PM
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@shoutplenty
i understand that the nature of such people means they will keep bullying until they themselves are thrown out of my orbit. until i throw myself out of everybody’s orbit, i suffer in silence
7/2/2024, 2:35:41 PM
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it’s impressive how much i’ve gone thru this completely alone as a result of the continual abandonment. some people i yelled at, some i said nothing to, end result is always just abandonment [6/6]
7/2/2024, 2:35:41 PM
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