fleegar

@shoutplenty

it’s scary walking into a hostile environment trying to de-escalate a years-long conflict only to find escalation was the goal all along

it feels like a psyop. ppl intervene in your abuse situation only to persistently attack you while demanding gratitude for intervening [1/6]

2/15/2024, 7:47:00 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

they become the angriest voices and so disempower everyone from intervening to hold them to account

while closing down discussion with the resolution that destroying my social life with a fake abuse conspiracy is not punishment enough for w/e i did in 2022

2/15/2024, 7:47:01 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

the slow burnout and erosion of common ground is fascinating. it makes things clear

bullying is an innate value of that society. so if i challenge it then nobody can relate to me. so since i can’t survive bullying then i will become more vilified and blamed the longer it goes on

2/15/2024, 7:47:01 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

which means it’d have been best for everyone if i had killed myself right at the start. this would mean late 2022, but the same logic extends thru sdll to late 2021

ultimately i had my own reasons for not doing this. others appreciate this outcome, hence the cognitive dissonance

2/15/2024, 7:47:02 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

i think the difference in social values means they will relate more to sdll than to me when the time comes. i become free by accepting this

i know where i stand on social abuse and bullying, know it is my duty to make meaning of my struggle by taking a final stand against it

2/15/2024, 7:47:03 PM

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