i buckle easily bc survival instinct looks for hope where there is none. it's a lonely path, and mentally an overwhelming task to accept that your life is worth less in the eyes of society than either of the cluster b-type manipulators who pretended u abused them

fleegar

@shoutplenty

i'm kinda surprised i handled yday's tweets the way i did but i realise now i was still in the throes of dependency on the sms players as i finished up the very last of the sms stuff

1st day of 2024 and sms is in the past. the home straight beckons [1/6]

1/1/2024, 8:36:34 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

and ofc, given in 15 months theyve not even asked for warspy to leave or L to be anon, dealing w/ them is a lost cause. i still think theyll get it all overturned in 7 mths, but that timescale is useless to me

i knew all this, usually itd mean id say nothing, but i buckled yday

1/1/2024, 8:36:35 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

i buckle easily bc survival instinct looks for hope where there is none. it's a lonely path, and mentally an overwhelming task to accept that your life is worth less in the eyes of society than either of the cluster b-type manipulators who pretended u abused them

1/1/2024, 8:36:35 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

but i've spoken to the smsers enuf to know they're totally out of their depth dealing with this level of gaslighting, always tryin some stupid elaborate scheme rather than just speaking out what they think. so i'm leaving them to it and focusing on the raw reality in my 2nd tweet

1/1/2024, 8:36:36 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

given that warspy can say the most basic platitude and buy himself unlimited stalling time, and this is greeted with "woah thats sick u got thru to him", "if we wait he might do the right thing!"... i fully predict his case to go the way of henry kissenger lmao

1/1/2024, 8:36:36 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

but yeah i've been scared to be decisive, waiting and seeing with this sms drama, scared i'll break my own promise to myself again... but it has always been a necessary step to isolate myself and start living on the margin. sms was my biggest project, and now it is cut loose 🎈

1/1/2024, 8:36:37 PM

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