it’s ofc mentally draining dealing w/ the cloud of bullshit excuses that ppl who “support” me muddy the waters with, on why these things are happening and how their empty words are supposedly not empty<br><br>so i stopped talking to them. gonna focus on the crux, long-run dynamics here

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i’ll quote these each time to continue the thread

the biggest source of limbo for me around the sms ban and 1upsforlife is like this

there’s a natural tendency with abuse built on information suppression for things to come out eventually [1/10] https://twitter.com/shoutplenty/status/1736152759991206139

12/19/2023, 12:42:19 AM

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with sms, the mods’ arguments were torn down within 1 month, and with 1ups, juxtaposing two bits of evidence (dms to me, to other ppl etc) seems to consistently make them realise she’s lying

i don’t post cases on these things anymore cos, well,

12/19/2023, 12:42:20 AM

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it’s not ever clear whether #1 people will care enough to keep unravelling the plot, or #2 if they’ll look away cos their lives are easier w/o my suffering in the picture

in other words, it’s ambiguous to me whether unstable conspiracies will actually naturally unravel or not

12/19/2023, 12:42:21 AM

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my thinking on all these things always highlights evidence that seems to be the crux of the matter

here, it’s that nobody cared at the time of the ban, that it’s 15 months today, that there’s not been a single open convo and resolution towards removing mods

so it points to #2

12/19/2023, 12:42:22 AM

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it’s ofc mentally draining dealing w/ the cloud of bullshit excuses that ppl who “support” me muddy the waters with, on why these things are happening and how their empty words are supposedly not empty

so i stopped talking to them. gonna focus on the crux, long-run dynamics here

12/19/2023, 12:42:23 AM

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long-run, it’s unclear whether #1 or #2 will win out above. if it’s #1 then it’s over for the abusive mods and jpitar. in this case, it’s ambiguous how people will judge 1ups. it seems to come down to the ethics of the average american

12/19/2023, 12:42:24 AM

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can insanity diminish responsibility for manipulative ostracisation campaigns? i dont wanna sit thru ppl debating this. cos it’s an ableist trope. it’s saying one person’s life/pain are worth more than another’s, just cos 1 presents as rational and the other as an anime character

12/19/2023, 12:42:25 AM

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for me personally, this is part of the cloud of bullshit i described earlier. the reason i take such a hard line on 1ups is that for me, there’s either a free person who takes responsibility for eir actions or there’s an institutionalised person – no in-between

12/19/2023, 12:42:26 AM

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those are my predictions

i’m deliberately not giving concrete details cos i don’t think monologuing works, and i decided to not crack the case open again as i did w/ lumardy and instead play up the intuition that made me realise it was abuse before proving it

12/19/2023, 12:42:27 AM

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but if ppl wanna ask then i can discuss. i don’t care what their opinions are bc it doesn’t affect my fate at all what people think of the mods and 1ups

vindication and crushing liars who come for me is just a pointless dopamine hit, a distraction from my path

12/19/2023, 12:42:28 AM

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