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my feelings often outrun my ability to articulate them
last night i felt eviscerated. crushed by my abuser’s presence, by what he can get away with, by no-one caring, by having his presence leveraged by other people as a way to repress me, and by having survived long enough to
10/15/2023, 3:41:54 PM
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give my close friends time to rewrite history into that of me abusing him
knowing people win when they lie about me to cut up my friendships
i had to resist desire to jump out of my skin and stab myself, cos i wanna hold on a lil longer
today i woke up anxious, cancelled plans
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between my frustrations with people promising to help me and then not, and of ongoing ostracisations + losing friends, it seems like the move to isolate myself more, and be less spontaneous and more intentional about expressing how i feel
i need circumstances to stop changing
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