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siamese dream..... the guitar tone is rly good for my nervous system. kinda a hard listen tho cos of the covert yet obvious suicide theme
especially cos the reason i know this band at all goes back to a relationship of implicit rejection i have a lot of pain over 10 years on
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it's kind of a rule in my life that like
i have this bad experience, then put up defences. then meet someone who overcomes them to exploit me while reiterating that rejection/pain. then he falsely accuses me so tears up several of my other friendships
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i have that bad experience, then... get hit with false accusations 4 more times? twice by the same fucking person as if he hadn't already apologised out his arse the 1st time
emotionally, if not logically, it is so hard to understand why either of these things keeps happening
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