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fleegar

@shoutplenty

i ended up blocking mlarvitar (he made an anon account to harass me last night that u can see in my replies)

and earlier i snapped and swung a pillow at my mum

there’s just… smth really distressing about being gaslit that a conflict is entirely 1 person’s (your) fault

7/12/2023, 8:16:04 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

like the whole “look what u made me do” aspect of it, having your side erased, being made out to have orchestrated…

what is rly just relentless bullying. with my mum it’s day-in-day-out. they feed off each other as well, like i’ll tell my mum about mlarvi and she’ll say

7/12/2023, 8:16:05 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

“oh you probably deserved it cos u are xyz”. that was how mlarvitar dominoed all these separate situations into each other, like saying my private relationship problems were evidence of god knows what

and w/ both of them, i noticed the more distressed i get, the harder they come

7/12/2023, 8:16:06 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

i was thinking that me saying to mlarvi to come talk it out just seems perverse cos like, why am i settling things in a life in which there’s nothing for me

i’m always evaluating if i want it but days like today remind me i don’t rly have a choice; i’m just blocking reality out

7/12/2023, 8:16:07 PM

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