it follows then that it’s mentally a bad move for me to touch it while it remains like this, and so i and some ppl i talk to the most have taken steps to be rid of it

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@shoutplenty

many ppl have given takes like this, often to justify doing nothing and praying. and with it all out in the open, it’s basically inevitable i’ll get unbanned from sms. to ban me again they’d have to fake an abuse case again

i hate to bear bad news but this isnt gonna work [1/10]

7/11/2023, 3:56:43 AM

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@shoutplenty

i’ll try to keep this short. it kinda builds on my last thread

i have this fear that erry1 will expect me to carry on as normal despite having been equated to someone who ruthlessly abused me in order to justify a grossly unfair ban and cancellation. and to just move past that

7/11/2023, 3:56:44 AM

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@shoutplenty

the mods have no public accountability, so there isn’t a remote prospect of putting that right. even if i am unbanned, i’d be a 2nd-class citizen. unable to ask why ppl who lied about me are facing no consequences

this isn’t just an abstract fear i have, but a real one:

7/11/2023, 3:56:44 AM

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@shoutplenty

the 2 things i abhor most in this world are lying and hatred. if i confront lies and am met with silence, then it’s expected the mods will lie about me again one day

the hatred tho is the bigger problem

7/11/2023, 3:56:45 AM

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if i compare the mods pre-lego and post-lego, the legacy i see in him is one of rupturing a nuclear waste dump of hatred into an aerial holocaust

they are to blame for untruthfully legitimising the hatred i’ve gotten, turning ppl’s private feelings into sanctioned “moral” action

7/11/2023, 3:56:45 AM

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i’ve lost count of the number of ppl who blocked me w/o saying a single thing. thru encouraging the methods of those who believe in lying and hatred, they have rotted their community to the cold, disconnected shithole it is now

7/11/2023, 3:56:46 AM

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@shoutplenty

it follows then that it’s mentally a bad move for me to touch it while it remains like this, and so i and some ppl i talk to the most have taken steps to be rid of it

7/11/2023, 3:56:47 AM

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the stuff with leaderboards has been a pain cos we are obvs much more competent than the mods at running them and many top players would rather we handled the boards and directed the verifiers. yet no, we’ve had to deal w me being blocked instead

7/11/2023, 3:56:47 AM

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@shoutplenty

same is true of modding overall. say what u will but at least we knew better than to blame one person for a conflict and play into lying and hate rather than remembering we’re here to play a sport and so should reject hate + just split up ppl who don’t get on and move forwards

7/11/2023, 3:56:48 AM

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so yeah sorry, things can’t go back to normal w/o accountability. i know no1 will force it to happen cos almost no1 likes me, but like, that doesn’t change that i emotionally can’t just eat the problem

their excuses are petty but the impact on me is anything but [10/10]

7/11/2023, 3:56:48 AM

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