fleegar

@shoutplenty

humans have, instilled within them, a sense for behavioural norms and exiling those who violate them. but what happens when they have to deal with something persistently hard that doesn’t cross that line?

let me draw a parallel between lumardy and the sms mods for a sec [1/7] https://twitter.com/shoutplenty/status/1656874206158639104

5/12/2023, 4:19:21 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

i’ve put both of them, unjustly, in hard situations where i came across unmanageable. they wanted to be free of it. but how do you get someone exiled for abrasive, stress-inducing behaviour?

you pretend it’s abuse. you make up a narrative and try to cover up the facts

5/12/2023, 4:19:22 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

it’s a nutshell of how i managed to get ostracised twice. my personality and communication originated the dislike and tension between myself and them, and they wanted rid. but to legitimise cancelling me, to convince a wider group, they had to mount a false accusation of abuse

5/12/2023, 4:19:23 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

read my writing without assigning blame, to get a feel for how i see it. this is rly a summary of my interaction with other humans

i have an unviable personality, which is very susceptible to false accusation of abuse, which is itself abuse and a rly traumatic thing to undergo

5/12/2023, 4:19:23 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

there’s a lot of tension caused bc some ppl like me, feel empathy, feel overwhelmed by having to tackle these liars. a false accusation is never w/o repercussions

but it’s not even close to what i suffer from it. and it’s not viable for me to continue to try to be part of groups

5/12/2023, 4:19:24 PM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

but inevitably, while i exist, i flirt with groups. yet i’m still so different that ppl continually don’t know how to handle me and end up wanting rid. and lying is over-normalised in society, so i’m vulnerable

it’s clear that if i try again, this will all happen again one day

5/12/2023, 4:19:25 PM

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