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@shoutplenty
humans have, instilled within them, a sense for behavioural norms and exiling those who violate them. but what happens when they have to deal with something persistently hard that doesn’t cross that line?
let me draw a parallel between lumardy and the sms mods for a sec [1/7] https://twitter.com/shoutplenty/status/1656874206158639104
5/12/2023, 4:19:21 PM
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i’ve put both of them, unjustly, in hard situations where i came across unmanageable. they wanted to be free of it. but how do you get someone exiled for abrasive, stress-inducing behaviour?
you pretend it’s abuse. you make up a narrative and try to cover up the facts
5/12/2023, 4:19:22 PM
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it’s a nutshell of how i managed to get ostracised twice. my personality and communication originated the dislike and tension between myself and them, and they wanted rid. but to legitimise cancelling me, to convince a wider group, they had to mount a false accusation of abuse
5/12/2023, 4:19:23 PM
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@shoutplenty
read my writing without assigning blame, to get a feel for how i see it. this is rly a summary of my interaction with other humans
i have an unviable personality, which is very susceptible to false accusation of abuse, which is itself abuse and a rly traumatic thing to undergo
5/12/2023, 4:19:23 PM
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there’s a lot of tension caused bc some ppl like me, feel empathy, feel overwhelmed by having to tackle these liars. a false accusation is never w/o repercussions
but it’s not even close to what i suffer from it. and it’s not viable for me to continue to try to be part of groups
5/12/2023, 4:19:24 PM
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but inevitably, while i exist, i flirt with groups. yet i’m still so different that ppl continually don’t know how to handle me and end up wanting rid. and lying is over-normalised in society, so i’m vulnerable
it’s clear that if i try again, this will all happen again one day
5/12/2023, 4:19:25 PM
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my life is a steady-state of coping with this effect by keeping myself alienated from people, undergoing cycles of pain from it while unable to decisively end it. for the time being, that’s how it is [7/7]
5/12/2023, 4:19:26 PM
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