i’m living as if through a moral shift, like yesterday it was bad to murder but today it isn’t. i don’t know what reality i’m holding onto. and still i don’t know what i did. i guess everyone fears arbitrary detention. i feel so unsafe and so alone

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@shoutplenty

ppl usually only apologise when they need to buy forgiveness from others. but what if they’re right? if u have unnecessary apologies floating around then u remind ppl of what u did and appear more culpable than the other side. if u don’t then u can hide it and keep more friends

10/5/2022, 9:44:29 PM

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@shoutplenty

yesterday i read something that took advantage of me being outcast to rewrite history and recast an event, before seen as bad enough to require an apology to me, as being my fault, a personal vendetta. brimming with gaslighting. it got a lot of support

10/5/2022, 9:44:29 PM

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@shoutplenty

i also earlier read that it’s always wrong to defend me. that rewriting history is ok if it’s for the greater good of putting me down. and still they won’t say what i did to deserve it and are asking for trust to ostracise me

10/5/2022, 9:44:30 PM

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@shoutplenty

i’m living as if through a moral shift, like yesterday it was bad to murder but today it isn’t. i don’t know what reality i’m holding onto. and still i don’t know what i did. i guess everyone fears arbitrary detention. i feel so unsafe and so alone

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