i started to eventually accept the likelihood of this, the incompatible traits that would cause an impasse one day. i was in denial of the deepening well of circumstances festering from a year ago that brought them to the fore. “if i hadn’t been abused it’d all be fine”

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@shoutplenty

it was this week last year i was cut out of a heap of friendships bc of lying. this week this year i’m watching the collapse of my strongest friendships, allies from then

no abuse this time, just an inexorable march of consequences from a year ago. but it’s still so fucking sad

8/13/2022, 5:25:18 AM

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@shoutplenty

i started to eventually accept the likelihood of this, the incompatible traits that would cause an impasse one day. i was in denial of the deepening well of circumstances festering from a year ago that brought them to the fore. “if i hadn’t been abused it’d all be fine”

8/13/2022, 5:25:19 AM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

no matter how calm i seem as i process these inevitabilities this year (i was an emotional wreck last year since i still believed that love would make everything fine)...

i know this is just inflicting another severe trauma on me

8/13/2022, 5:25:19 AM

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fleegar

@shoutplenty

i am losing the fight for myself and entering a managed decline. i will soon have a think about what things i care to get done and projects i need to wind up before the end of the year. i wanna tweet more about all the cool things i’ve done in my life

8/13/2022, 5:25:20 AM

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