and i want to just take it all back and start again but everyone has moved on except me, who still thinks about things from the perspective of the same 13 year old it feels like there’s no way to move forward when u’ve missed so many parts of growing up

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i mentioned once how i was a huge extrovert in year 6 w mostly female friends... a mystery year but also maybe the last 1 i felt like i was rly myself

i just remembered 2d ago i got relentlessly bullied by some girls in year 7 and it destroyed my relationship w women in general

5/8/2022, 5:47:30 PM

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and i’ve been crying ever since. there were at least 3 girls i feel like i should’ve struck up a closer relationship with but i just didn’t care cos i was busy trying to process that trauma and fixated on being accepted into groups of boys or w/e

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fleegar

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and i want to just take it all back and start again but everyone has moved on except me, who still thinks about things from the perspective of the same 13 year old

it feels like there’s no way to move forward when u’ve missed so many parts of growing up

5/8/2022, 5:47:31 PM

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